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25 June, 2010

aku rasa sgt BERSALAH pg nih!!


selamat hari jumaat
as usual hari paling best dlm seminggu hari bekerja
aku sgt suker
tapi pg nih mood aku swing sikit
semalam balik keja
en papa bg tau
yg kak ain demam
aku mmg cuak sikit
sbbnya
last week si booboo kan kena HFMD
takut kak ain bjangkit lak
so semalam berapa kali pusing dkt ampang point
cari klinik & cari parking yg susah sgt nak jupe
maklumlah org sumer baru gaji
penuh parking
at last jupe 1..itupun en papa dah membebel bagai
pg klinik gp kata x worries
mungkin demam biasa jer
no sign of HFMD..
alhamdulillah!!
pg2 nih
aku kejutkan kak ain
sbbnya nak mandikan dia dgn air suam
aku x tergamak dia mandi air sejuk kat taska
tgh demam2 gt
tentu dia menggigil
tetiba ain tanya
"hari nih mama jaga kakak ke?"
tersentap aku
mmg selalunya kalo kakak demam
aku akan jaga dia sendiri kat umah
x tergamak nak htr taska
tapi memandangkan mggu lepas
seminggu aku terpaksa EL
jaga si booboo di ward
xkan aku nak cuti lagik
kesian anakku
jenuh aku memujuk dia
aku suapkan dia ubat
"kakak sabar yek..tghr nanti pas jumaat papa amik yea"
"kakak makan ubat ,makan nasik,hari nih x yah minum susu yea..kakak minum sirap,minum air suam je banyak2..biar cepat sejuk badan kakak..nanti kalo x elok lagi 2 hari mama bwk g klinik lagi yea"
"petang nih mama bawak g jusco AU2 kakak leh main keta control,beli bear baru ok"
baru ler kak ain senyum...(tp sgt kesian tgk dia pg nih)
dan apa terjadi pada aku
sepanjang nak ke opis pg nih
aku rasa bersalah sangat...
hanya ALLAH yg tau
aku serba-salah
sgt serba-salah
aku hanya berdoa
smg demam kak ain x melarat
smg kak ain cepat sembuh!!
dedicated to kak ain & si booboo

An Angel Left Her Wings
© Tina M. Marascia

I have this little angel.
For me she left her wings.
She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.
She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.
She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.
Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.
Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.
She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.
She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.
Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul
I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role
She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows
This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.
When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.
She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.
She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.
She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.
I know that God must love me, He showed me with His Grace
I knew just how completely when I saw my angel's face.
And in that very moment when she came into my world,
I knew that she was so much more than just my baby girl
She would be my sunshine, with a sweetness that won't end.
And when she grows up one day she would be my closest friend.
She would be the reason I would always try my best.
For my little angel baby girl would be my greatest test.
When God entrusts to you an angel, who has left her wings for you.
Encircle her with love with everything you do.
Let her know God made her, and that He trusts you with her care.
Be sure to make time for special moments with her to share.
And when at night she finally says her prayers
and goes to sleepI Thank Him for my angel,
and ask for him to always keep
A watchful eye and hand to protect her from this world.
Protect my little angel; protect my baby girl.

1 comment:

ayu said...

ala siannya..ain demam la plak..